My problems are starting to scare me. I keep getting worse quickly enough that I swear by the time I actually get the answer to what it is I am going to fall over dead...
Yeah i feel like whining about the pain in here, too.
I dont know why I even have this blog, but all I can add (so I dont forget) is that its been 52 days that I have been sick and getting worse...
I wonder what else is truly wrong with me. I'm serious already, the arthritis, rib pain, mysterious stomach pain, constant flu-like symptoms, and worst of all: Jeans falling off!! If I lost weight again I'm going to scream. Maybe I should just scream anyways...
Things are getting to the point where they just dont work out. I've been on this diet for 33 months, and most of my family is still un-supportive or just dont try to understand how Celiac works, what I can and cant eat, and just how sensative I am. I get laughed at and lectured if I admit that sharing a knife, fork, etc or double dipping is enough to make me really ill. I am slowly falling back into that mood where I am ready to say forget this, I dont care what happens, and stop the diet. And i
I have to say that I am very happy with the college I just started at today. I explained to my one teacher my situation. So even though you are supposed to wait until after class (or before) to use a washroom, I can go as much as I need to without saying anything (remember, I am a big diahrrea sufferer). The best part: They are allowed me to keep my gluten-free lunches and suppers in the fridge in the staff room. I can honestly say that surprises me. She asked if I have any other allergies, a
something has to be wrong with me..its nearly 5 am and I am wide awake. I need to get up at about 9. stupid stress much be setting off Celiac, causing it to set off insomnia I guess. I hate it. Or maybe I am just thinking about certain guys too much.....
Oh man I am not feeling good at all today. Thats what I hate about Celiac, that I dont know if whats wrong is the flu or cold or celiac. But its slowly been building up (the sickness) the last 4 days and today seems to be the worst. But thats not going to stop me from anything. If I get everyone else sick thats ok. But there is Centennial and class reunion in town starting today and I wont let a flu or whatever ruin it for me. For once, I have a chance to have some fun. Not many chances like tha
My head is pounding I have such a headache. When you have to deal with hearing yelling all day and all night it gets to your head and then yeah, give a big fat headache and everytime you hear more yelling it gets worse. Even my closest friends are discussing among their family how much I need out of there. And I agree..
Yup, there again goes my dad ruining my day. Yesterday because of him I had an asthma attack (from anxiety attack). Today out of nowhere he starts yelling at me for having a sore throat. OK I am sick and I have a sore throat, is it my fault that I have no voice?? And then he proceeds to tell me that I am an embarassment to the family. what the hell already, this isnt fair. he doesnt know what he is talking about and parents are not supposed to make your stressful life worse they are supposed to
yeah I can say not really a fan of having these blogs visible to all, gonna have to be careful about what I say on here. Not that I dont love anyone on these boards, but at least on LiveJournal I usually only allow those on my friends lists to see my entries and sometimes not even that. So hmm Ah well I can just copy and paste from there into here and then delete which things I do not want publicly viewed here
