As compared to a couple weeks ago I am doing so much better. I don't remeber when thenlast time I had brain fog. So that's good and my energy has been mor consistant. I am still eating throught the night to help me in the morning but during the day I an eating less frequently and I know now when I need to eat something. The food i feelnis getting absorbed now because I'm sustaining longer on the food that I eat. I'm able to hold my food too I'm not always having to use the rest room. I still. G
Going to complain again. My whole life has been a blur. I don't remeber much in intermediate I started to lose friends and got really weird. Suicidle and self mutilation started then. Hih school I had little friends symptoms of celiac but I didn't know at the time a crappy school a gluten-free/friend that kept messing with my head. It has alwYs just been a mess and a blur constanly in and out of depression always flaking on friends cuz of anxiety or stomachs issues. They just stop calling after
I don't like feeling so different. The world has it's standards about health care. Western meds is what the majoriy believe in. I don't know what I. Believe in I know that my mom believes in eastern meds and alternative meds and healing so I am swayd by that but at the same time I want to be part of the majority. How do I explain to someone that I am being treated holistically while they keep quetioning why I do it I and how I should get a second opinion. Idk why what others think affect me so
Overwhelming. It's all very overwhelimg. There is so much to learn about c
celiac or gluten intolerence. I hv no clue which one I hv. I thought it was celiac it's all so confusing. I don't want to start eating gluten again to ge tested. I'm already feelig like crap there is no way that Im going to make myself feel even worse.
With everything that I hv to learn about life, myself, and now the celiac it's a little too much. There is soooooo much going on Im so overwhelmed. Coming to terms th
Yesterday I was not well. It was a tough day. That's all I really remember. I just remeber hvin a hard day. And I think that it was because of what I ate the niht before. I make a bad ass adobo atong:) my mom really likes it. Ther is no gluten in it. Before going gluten free I used to use soy sauce but now a days it's Braggs Liquid Amino Acids and Braggs Apple Cider Vinegar. It was yumm yummy!! But I thinkthat I reacted to the vinegar sooooo until I am 100% I won't be having any adobo's. BOOOOO
Today was a hard day. When I woke up for my snack at five am this morning I had a hard time. I guess my blood sugar went low. As I ate I felt better. My limbs felt weak and my head was heavy I kept shaking it Idk y. I don't know. The day went on andnit was just diffiult to go through. I knew I should eat but I was not hungry and making myself eat sucked. Brain fog today. It was hard to help myself. I was able to take a nap. A freie d texted me asked how I was doing I didn't lie I told her it was
Today was a better day. Not so much fog. I tried to teach my nephew how to play chess. He is only three lol. So we made up most of the rules for his chess game. Had some ups and downs today. But the overall day was better than the past days. Around 4 pm I actually thought positive and for the future. I was making a shopping list for my mom and we were trying to plan the dinner for the week and how much would fit in the ice box. Then I said "maybe I can do the next grocery run ". It was a surpris
It's is a better morning. Woke up shaky and weak ate some food and took some remedies and wow wow I'm feeling better. I think my thoughts are clearer. Not 100% yet but getting further away from 10%. That's a good thing. I'm gonna keep updating my blog today on how I feel so that I can keep track of it.
I am learning to accept that I am a sensitive person. And that I need to take care of my body. I am a painter and I recently found out that the medium that I work with that I thought would be harmless to me is actually harming me. I had a really rough morning today. Apparently my adreanal glands are working overtime on getting the lead that my body absorbed from when I paint. I was angry because I poisoned myself with the medium. When I first started painting I didn't think anything of the lead
