cyoshimit's Blog

Today was a hard day. When I woke up for my snack at five am this morning I had a hard time. I guess my blood sugar went low. As I ate I felt better. My limbs felt weak and my head was heavy I kept shaking it Idk y. I don't know. The day went on andnit was just diffiult to go through. I knew I should eat but I was not hungry and making myself eat sucked. Brain fog today. It was hard to help myself. I was able to take a nap. A freie d texted me asked how I was doing I didn't lie I told her it was a difficult day. She said that maybe I should walk it off in the afternoon. I didn't hv the patients to explain and I didn't want to bore her with the details. I'm thinking that I should open up to someone about it and hv them as a support. I just don't know who. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. The good comes with the bad and there has to be a reason why this is happening. Maybe it's happening for the whole families sake. My nephews will def not hv to go through this cuz I'll help with that. Reconize the symptoms and stuff help incorporated gluten free food for them. My mom looks so tired she is working so hard for the whole family and me. She works hard at work taking care of me and my nephews. I just want to feel better so I can help her again. So I can contribute and not just take. Idk it's so confusing.