March 2019
I perfected a new menu item for tent and truck sales at markets. Breakfast on a stick, imagine a corn dog, but eggs instead of breading, cooked on either turkey sausage to turkey bacon. Thinking these can be sold for $3 each.
Food truck financing is still slow, the fundraiser had $25 this last month and I have raised $4k by cutting back on my meds and food the past 8 months. About $26K short of my injection fund.
Water heater looks like it will bust soon Landlord says they are getting a new....for weeks while I empty a 5-gallon bucket from the drip daily.
My diet, I went the whole month of Feb giving up all animal products except collagen and eggs. I for the last 7 days gave up sugar alcohols to see if this affected my digestion but nothing different.
I started talking on The Mighty about my mental issues and traumas in life...stuff I NEVER talk about to anyone in some cases....some are the reasons I am so broken with IRL trusting of humans. This seems to be a good way to go about it.
Perfected a version of a hot dog bun 100% grain free and low carb. Pretty much a flatbread round shape 6" around but fluffy like bread. pick it up and eat like a taco.
I have resorted to emailing philanthropist requesting help, my pride used to keep me from just sending emails to people. I threw it under the bus, getting hte money to launch this truck and becomes self-supportive and be useful serving others is a drive to stay alive at this point...and my only reason to be alive.
I put my foot down about a guy at my dad's shop exposing me to allergens.
The vomiting is still present in evenings with reduced enzyme consumption. Not much just some floating mass. The rest is working out and normal again.
Found some more high fat digesting enzymes that sit better with my stomach.
Been having fun biohacking my diet, LARGE amounts of Hemp, and Dark unsweetened chocolate completely took away my abysmal and life ending thoughts and left me with a pessimistic optimism with randomly cynical jokes about my life. The negative emotions of sadness, anger, and sinking feelings of failure are gone. Going to change to using Coconut for saturated fats next week and get off chocolate and see if any of the chemical compounds present are the cause.
I find myself cooking a lot more, 4-5 days in advance and snacking a ton, and offering to cook for others. Wondering if coping for lack of usefulness, depression, stress, etc.
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