Ann1231's Blog

Well, today I am 44. It's been a quiet birthday. We've had maybe 3 inches of snow and it's really cold. Dh and Ds got me 1/2 season of Center Ice which will kick in January 8. I'm looking forward to that. I also got a Loreena McKennett celiac disease and a nintendo ds game, tombraider. Brother #1 called to wish me a happy birthday but then we got to discussing brother #2. Seems b2 is still mad about something that happened when Dad died but still isn't telling me about it, he's just whining to b1. Personally, if b1 hadn't told me there was a problem, I'd never have noticed. B2 and I haven't had a relationship ever and he hardly says "boo" to anybody so there really hasn't been a change in that in the last nearly 2 years. Even so, I ended up crying because I don't want somebody trash-talking me behind my back but too darn cowardly to tell me to my face that they're mad. I can't even figure out why he'd be mad in the first place! b1 says he has "issues" and that he gets blown off by b2 as well. Why this bothers me so much is beyond me. I'll bet b2 and I haven't had a conversation other than an exchange of "hello" in the last 30 years so why does it bug me that this is happening? and like I said, I would never know there was a problem if b1 hadn't told me so. and the fact they all live 200+ miles away doesn't help other than out of sight out of mind. I tried to put this out of my mind since h and s were baking me a gluten free lemon birthday cake (it was really good!) with candles and they'd made my favorite food for dinner. One bad note, hubby used the wrong soy sauce and we didn't know it until it was too late so I've been clearing the room tonight. He felt so badly but it was an honest mistake, he's been so very good about my diet ever since our aromatic and noisy car-ride home the other night. I'll juice heavily tomorrow and see if that helps. It seemed to last time. Well, it's almost New Year's Day. I hope everyone is safe tonight and having a good time.