Thank you for your kindness. I have just begun CPTSD treatment & it's so hard to go through all this history realizing I could have had a healthier life had my mother had my best interest as she did her own needs and desires. I often thought she had kids to work for her. She did the bills and the laundry. She wore the pants in the family, I knew that...
My mother married a bread maker when I was 4 years old. Within a year, I started experiencing full-blown migraine headaches. I would lose my eyesight, vomit, and be nauseous for days, needing to be shut in my room in complete darkness. I was so sick. At 17, during my first year in college on a swimming scholarship, I developed Meniere's disease. Despite the...